After seven years of continuing these training
sessions, a turning point has arrived.
This poem, “Graduating,” tells not only the story of one who finishes a role, but also of
those who begin anew.
Standing alongside community welfare and
child welfare volunteers—people closest to the struggles and quiet pains within
their communities—the poet has handed them poems not merely as texts, but as
seeds of reflection and keys to the heart.
Parting is not an ending.
From repaying a kindness to passing
kindness forward—
the poem gently suggests that graduation
is not about completion, but about entrusting a calling so that it may continue
to circulate in the world.
For seven years
I have continued training sessions
for newly appointed community and child
welfare volunteers.
This winter marks the last.
Hidaka, Tokachi, Sorachi, Kamikawa,
Ishikari—
completed.
Abashiri was left undone,
halted by harsh weather.
Until now
I had not spoken words of farewell.
In Wakkanai (Soya),
for the first time,
I spoke of graduation and gratitude.
It became a milestone—
half the districts now behind me.
Ahead lie Iburi, Oshima, Hiyama, and
Nemuro.
In March, I will travel
to Shiribeshi, Rumoi, and Kushiro.
I can only hope
the weather does not interfere.
The poetry collections prepared as training
texts
now number three volumes.
Perhaps they have been read
more than any in these past seven years.
The total will exceed seven thousand
copies.
Printing costs alone
would have been impossible to bear
personally.
I feel nothing but gratitude.
Even if they soon become
mere weight on a bookshelf,
I am thankful
if only once they were opened and read.
Participants offer heartfelt impressions.
At times they see themselves in a poem
and wipe away tears.
One struggled with her first-year high
school daughter
who refused to attend school.
She worried, desperate
for her to go.
Surely the daughter’s pain
ran deeper still.
When the girl returned to school,
she felt relief.
“At that time,
my feelings were fixed only on wanting her
to attend.”
“I had nothing but words of persuasion.”
“But perhaps, Teacher,
it would have been enough
just to hold her silently.”
She left saying
she wanted to read the poem ‘I Want to Hold You’
together with her daughter.
An encounter with “a
single poem”
clarifies one’s
questions:
Why did I accept this role?
Toward what am I walking?
One moving poem
reflects the heart as it is now.
Words do not vanish;
they continue to stir the heart.
After wrestling inwardly,
one finds something—
and walks home
with a lighter face.
Some were urged earnestly
by those to whom they owed much.
Some accepted the role
as an act of repayment.
The words I offer upon graduating
become the summation of the training:
From repaying kindness,
become one who passes kindness
out into the world—
a person truly needed.