This poem delicately portrays the
enduring ache of the heart—grief, regret, anxiety, and the longing for human
connection. While it seeks solace in tears, it reveals emotions that cannot be
washed away, layering an inner world that continues to waver. Confronting
inevitable partings and memories of the past, the poem quietly asks what we
seek, and how we continue to live amid such pain.
“The Ache Within the Heart”
The sorrow I have held within—
I want to let it flow out with my tears.
The ache stored in my heart—
will it be carried away as well?
I keep struggling with an unavoidable
parting.
At least, I wish someone would stay beside
me.
The suffering that cannot be undone—
I want it to flow out as tears.
The resistance piercing my heart—
will it be carried away too?
I keep writhing in a parting I cannot
escape.
At least, I wish I could confide in
someone.
The regret that has worn me down—
even my tears have run dry.
Even the wounds left in my heart—
must I simply hold them close?
I continue to ache in this unbearable
parting.
At least, I can only repent to someone.
The loathsome, unforgettable failures—
refuse to let me wipe away my tears.
Because of the self-reproach swirling
within,
must I simply accept it all?
I continue to falter in this wavering
parting.
At least, do I wish to be forgiven by
someone?
The lingering, bittersweet sentiment—
makes even my tears feel false.
The impressions forced upon my heart—
must I merely smooth them over?
I stand still in this cooled passion of
parting.
At least, I wish to go unnoticed by anyone.
The surging ache—
does not allow my tears to dry.
As if driving a wedge into my heart,
does it stir the anxiety of living?
I keep crying out toward the parting that
will one day come.
At least, I wish to be with someone.
Written on April 10, 2026.
A portrayal of the ache of the heart that
never truly fades.