This poem portrays a deep trust in life
that emerges through living alongside a child. Moved by innocent smiles and
gestures, the speaker faces moments of struggle and uncertainty, yet finds
meaning through the child’s presence. In the warmth of
an embrace, a fundamental will to live—and the belief in it—quietly reveals
itself. It is a gentle reflection on the joy and resolve found in sharing life
with another.
“Believing in Life”
Your carefree laughter
makes me laugh along with you.
When you show a lonely expression,
I find myself peering into your face.
Your clumsy, not-yet-words
I enjoy like solving a riddle.
There were times I felt betrayed, my heart
broken.
Times I could not contain my frustration.
Times I stomped my feet, not knowing what
to do.
Times I stood lost, with nowhere to turn.
And yet, you were there beside me.
What I came to know by living with you—
swallowing all sorrow and pain,
when I held you close,
I felt that this child longs to live,
that this child believes in life.
Within my arms, you were completely
wrapped.
Your innocent face broke into a happy
smile.
You breathed out a milky scent, saying “mamma,”
filling the air around my face.
This warmth belonged only to the two of us.
I will live with you, no matter how far.
Because you are here, I will not lose.
Because you are here, I can face tomorrow.
Written on April 20, 2021.
In March 2026, a heartbreaking incident
occurred in Nantan City, Kyoto Prefecture, in which a young boy, Yuki Adachi,
was killed by his adoptive father.
Surely, he too believed in “living together.”
I pray sincerely for his soul to rest in
peace.