This poem portrays the inner stirrings
of a person who has lived by simply letting life carry them along. Within days
shaped by the expectations of society and the influence of others, a question
suddenly arises: What is this current that carries me? Alongside the feeling of
helplessness in not being able to resist the flow, a quiet resistance begins to
emerge. Eventually, a new awareness appears—the desire at least to know where
this current is leading. The poem reflects the moment when one begins to
question a life of mere acceptance and starts to look again at one’s own way of living.
“Letting Myself Drift with the Current”
To live as the current carries me.
I had no choice
but to entrust myself to the flow.
I could not go against it.
I had no choice
but to leave myself to wherever it drifted.
I had no choice
but to entrust myself to where it would
carry me.
Wherever I was swept away,
I could only resign myself.
Wherever I was carried,
struggling seemed useless.
Living carried by the thoughts of others.
Living carried by the will of the world.
Then suddenly a question arose:
What is this current, after all?
Is it right to keep drifting like this?
Then suddenly anger stirred:
Do not lament the lack of strength
to change the current.
Give voice
to your defiance of being swept away.
Then suddenly I sensed
that the tide might turn.
At the very least,
I want to know
where this current is carrying me.