This poem portrays a human life
sustained by encounters with others—the warmth of guidance, protection, and
compassion—yet ultimately lived as one’s own existence.
Even when we are supported by the gaze and care of others, the passing of time
and the final parting from life are experiences that no one can face on our
behalf. While surrendering gently to the flow of time, the poem expresses a
quiet determination to preserve one’s own will until
the very end. The title, “And Yet, I Am,” symbolizes the dignity of living as oneself even while being sustained
by others.
“And Yet, I Am”
I felt the sharpness of someone’s gaze.
I was pierced by someone’s eyes.
Someone cast a gentle light.
Someone guided me.
There was a self set free.
It was someone’s
embrace.
There was a self held within it.
It was someone’s
warmth.
There was a self at peace.
Entrusting myself to the flow of time,
not resisting the passage of time,
I lay myself down within its current.
Moments come when time cannot be promised
to stop.
Moments come when we must part from time
itself.
Moments come when life reaches its
unpromised end.
Even if someone whispers to me,
even if someone takes my hand,
so that I may not simply follow another’s will—
at least,
while still resisting,
let me linger a little longer
before parting from time.